Sin

It is mentioned in the bible
A touchy subject that has everyone on edge,
Believer and non-believer alike,
Whether you choose to be a sinner by choice,
Or a sinner saved by grace,
As one balances the other in the eyes of God,
We are all equal,
If I am a Christian am I righteous as I claim Jesus?,
If I am non-believer will Jesus turn away from me?,
If a Christian stops standing by the word of God will he/she not fall?,
If a non-believer decides to argue the conversation of God,
Are they themselves not allowed to ask?
Have we fallen short of the eyes of the lord,
That we can’t defend our beliefs as Christian because it offends other people,
As well as aren’t non-believers have the right to express their freedom of speech.
Questions we do not ask but choose to point the finger,
We hate what we can’t control,
We hate what we do not see,
We hate to hold onto burdens from past and previous events,
We hate as Christians to be conflicted in situations we do not understand,
And non-believer hate when Christian talk about a God they do not understand,
Yet, we are spiraling out of control believer and non-believer alike,
The difference is God is apart of the equation.
My Christian views should not surprise you,
Yet, I am not perfect myself,
Condemning is the beginning of the battle,
But finding peace/love/grace/ comes with convictions,
Deeper wounds, conflicted issues that aren’t healed,
Willing and ready to overcome the obstacle,
Healing the open wounds that broke me,
That breaks me,
That has hurt me,
That stripes away my sanity,
When it comes to choosing between the world and God,
As the world has condemn,
But my father in heaven who has loved me,
For all eternity and forgives my sins,
As I repent and build a relationship,
My sins will only be a memory,
There is so much sin in the world,
Everyone is focused on homosexuality,
There are other ones that are mentioned like,
Idolizing/lying/cheating/adultery/sex-before marriage,
lust/guilt/greed/anger/arguing/hatred.
The list could go on,
Being a part of this world is the curse,
That continues to break and divide,
So when we mention sin,
Remember as a believer,
In scripture it is written
To hate the sin but love the sinner,
That is not just implied for non-believers,
But believers as well.

Plundered

This is my reality

A person, I ┬ádon’t see,

Who am I, in this persona,

And where am I going,

Lost in the wings to when,

Pushed back and forth for sin,

As the world begins to cave in,

My faith begins to fail,

My life is crashing before its eyes,

Lifeless/cold/broken,

With the inability to move in brokenness,

Burden by the weight that begins to carry,

Not, just physically as it shows in my mentally capacity,

As to where or why I’m here,

Who are my friends/families/ haters,

Pieces of who I was is, lost to never have been found,

Torn by the reigns this pain carries,

Into a no body that causes destruction by the pound,

By the stem cells/by the cold heart that begun to grow,

Spun out of control,

To no end

Proving who I am to put down,

Celebrated by celebration left unliberated,

Turned into a crown of thorns,

Persecution be treating as the delusion,

To talk back, get mad, and loud,

By the oppression, a label that is my crown,

Shameful by an act I didn’t wish upon myself,

Yet others promote and laugh,

As I lose pieces of my self-wealth,

And I am called “worthless”,

And other names that begun to match,

I believed in what they’ve told me,

I believed in the hatred that began to open wounds,

The holes that were never closed in the beginning or end,

Healing in unorthodox ways to fill the void,

In many names.

Objects that began to objectify to comprise the injustice,

Transferred into an act for lack of safety into irresponsibility,

Violated/pillaged without complicity.

Homeless soon had a name,

Unable to sleep or move into a career,

Left frozen with new chains,,

Now I have to make a move.

The crime committed,

They began to choice.